Last few hours the only word hovering on my mind is the Hanged Man. THere have been certain times wherein for days /months together there was a word which constantly struck me every now and then. For Instance last year April 2009- Nov 2009 the word was transformation the Card of Death and yes some events did made me realise it was indeed time for Transformation. ( Knowing an event before it actually happens)
But what is scaring me is the Hanged Man this has always scared me along with the word destruction or Tower,it represents
Sacrifice ----- Letting go ----- Surrendering ----- Passivity
Suspension ----- Acceptance ----- Renunciation ----- Patience
New point of view ----- Contemplation ----- Inner harmony
Conformism ----- Nonaction ----- Waiting ----- Giving up
Looks like I am in the Uttter state or flow of---Transformation->Destruction-->Hanged Man ( very bad )..:( :( :( :(