Half way through the Gutter & the Stars *********

Sometimes we keep walking halfway through the gutter and the stars-in the mind/consciousness. At times we just keep moving endlessly without any purpose or direction endlessly giving pleas & excuses

WEll the half way of being in Gutter and star is primarily means concentrating most of the times on plastic feelings than the real achievement - the Star( real emotions).Plastic feelings /gutter feeling never break - anger, dominance, pride, ego, obsessiveness and others on the same league which are bound never to break, the real feelings/emotions- love, forgiveness, care, patience, self giving break so easily. Well the world of plastic & real is new to me.Take for instance - a plastic flower will never dry, a real flower will dry & die. change is inevitable , a real flower will die after sometime.

After a long time heard of the word impermanance, gutter leading way to the stars, probably a state of chaos & possibly death of the attitudes, behavior, old patterns, outlook & even moments.
It reminds me of a friend who had a ligament tear and the learnings she had out of it. Its like the falling ( due to dreaming/excessiveness), ligament tear leading to anger, frustration, probably being alone etc.all internal to her. Thus all plastic feelings.

On the positive side of it what did it pave the way for--patience, not to hurry up in life,be a lil free, etc. and so much more. Truly leading to a positive side & change in outlook & patterns ( applaude). In the entire process of moving from plastic to real was a journey.

Sometimes the path from Gutter to the stars leads to sorrow, defeat of so called emotions some real lot more plastic.The journey is usually chaotic but what is achieved is real- again a vicious circle of satisfaction and time & time again unlearning the learned & vice versa.

* Interestingly the other side, the real flowers are born out of a strong root, even if it dies it again grows maybe in a different colour or kind. But it is again real. So a vicious circle- true & real emotions never die. * ;)....;)....;)