Change of Season
I never felt so young before, there was so much life to see
behind each and every door.
From being an aimless, confused engineer & MBA, I have unknowingly developed to being a competitive and career-oriented woman.I never know how this gradual shift in my mind came into existence but nonetheless its for the better.
Despite the good fact of having a drive to reach to the top, I somewhere keep questioning myself- is this what i really want ? is this whom I really want to be ? will i live up to my families expectations ? Am I just running a race wherein I eventually have to go back to basic again??
I guess most of the women of my genre are somewhere entangled in this thought of how to balance a great professional & great perosnal life. Is balancing the two really possible, I am still finding that out.
Coming to the point of whether i am doing what i really want to do, I am or people like me are still finding that out. Often i remember my desire to be a singer one day or a cooking expert on a TV show.
On my recent visits to some lands, i figured out there is so much more than career in life, life is not work, but somewhere its important to appreciate variuos other aspects of life-cooking, playing with kids, singing, painting, appreciating beauty, psychic readings. Not that I am becoming domesticated but feel my need pattern is changing, a need to be content and not forever running an endless marathon to achieve the end result only without even appreciating the components which finally make the end - the final result.
So may be
I think I finally understand
There is so much more I can be
I keep looking back at someone else
ME
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