Its very hard to let go of something even when you think in your head you have let go or have been rattling -Let go, precisely due to the reason that a small teeny weeny memory and kick start and back fire in a bad way, leading to absolute drainage of the emotional self & others.
These days my mind is hovering again with Transformation- Death +Tower along with Drainage ( five of coins)and CLingy ( 4 of coins). This combination is devastating I suppose as it seems to be cyclic.
More Pronounced of all is Clingy ( 4 of coins)--This card is not rigid but I would say Mr. Clingy. Having a desire to cling to a romance that your lover and maybe you have both outgrown; this holding on will pass when there is realization of futility. This tendency is to hold on and on and dig your own grave. Again it makes me feel of lack of vision or unable to put a stop to self-destructive cyclic pattern & combined with the loss, grief, wandering, loneliness.
Looks like I am again in the state-Destruction+ Clingy ( too bad)-->Hanged Man ( very bad )..:( :( :( :(
lastly I would say if you know me by now you will help me LET GO of CLINGY at any cost !!
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