My Sunshine
Like a baby opening his or her eyes for the first time, you may be feeling as if you are seeing a brand new world. Perhaps your perspective on things has taken a dramatic change- This is way how we feel each time Mrs. Sunshine- Ma leads us on to different levels of consciousness
All these years i keep yapping to my mother about different problems I face each time. She as usual sits unpeturbed , listening and actually opening doors to my hurdles in just a minute.
She is giving, sacrificed, gets hurt and still never complains, infact all these years she never complaint. I believe most of us say the same about our mothers.
Sometimes I think about the children who forever in their lives keep yearning for a loving Sunshine - Ma. I recently met a school pal in a shoe shop , she is now a mother of 2 year old. The moment I started talking about her baby, she became more excited about the conversation, in between she did mention how much love she wants to shower on her baby, the love she missed & yearned all through her life. Also giving me the details about motherhood.
After meeting her i felt and just re-winded in my mind, My Sunshine -Ma has sacrificed so much for me. Every thing she does i so unconditional, ego-lessness. As if it is state of her life a prayer for her.
A prayer which is just a monologue, open , silent sky with no clouds or no thoughts , just an "Ibadat" a prayer. ( Ibadat is a persian word).
I feel I am very fortunate to have my Sunshine-My Ma with whom I can live, share my emotions, my feelings, my sorrows, infact my life with her.. OOps... its not only me, I am her best friend, the little girl on whom her hopes liven and so much more to her.
True I will miss her when i go, but again a lot of it I will truly witness, feel and live when my kids will call me "MA".
