Somebody I used to know-- Goyte

I somehow like this song... end of relationships.. the happiness that the hurt ended with the relationship but the awareness that this potentially means the person is no longer the part of your life. Nice song

Somebody I used to know

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end
Always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

CHORUS
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
You didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
And I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know...

Weeping Red Cherries

Kare-- " This jade studded barette is very pretty, very nice when it was clipped on the left side.

Mato-- " Yes very pretty, hey look books and songs in the shelf"." Neat arent they".

Kare--" Hmmm...I never knew in the shelfs there were books, she never mentioned".

Mato-- " I wish i could've read them, like it was wanted". Pause,"Hey look there is a packet here."

Kare-- " Neat aint it, addressed to whom Mato."

Mato-- " It says " For Mr. Kare Tomo, Please open it when you receive it, here take it, open it now as it says".

Kare (opening the packet)-- " It has a few books, cassette, a pink fan and painting of red cherries, These are for me all my favourite unread books like i once mentioned."

Mato-- " Lets hear the cassette" .

Kare inserted the cassette in the tape recorder. It played read with some songs of John denver, Extreme, Metallica, Dido, alanis, Jewel sung in between by Shamisoi. After the cassette is re-run and heard some 3 times, Mato gets up to switch it off.

Mato-- " You know who sung these songs and why?"

Kare staring towards to the tape recorder.

Mato-- " Here a sweater and mittens knitted for you, I was told to give you when you come,hope it fits.This fan has two eyes painted, wonder how one could paint !!! On the other side it says "

I look in these eyes thinking they are yours

And I see my reflection in these eyes,

Only if you knew how much you mean to me,

I always keep finding you in my heart."

Kare still staring with a prolonged silence between them.

Mato-- " You liked eating red cherries dint you when since you first met. "
Kare looking at Mato.

Mato-- " I knew it all this while".

Kare--" She loved me, she always wanted me to stop her from leaving,apologise to her for hurting her, for stealing her from her own heart. I never saw inside her, I was so insensitive, never listened to her. All this while she loved me, she truly loved me --like she said no one can love you more than i do. Even when I knew she loved & cared for me I never accepted her, worst all this while I felt the same for her.I betrayed my own heart,I was always stuck in my past & my selfishness, I hurted her so much .Mato my budd --I love Shamisoi very much, with all my heart, I will always keep her happy for the rest of my life."

Kare lifting his bag--" Come lets go and meet her I will tell her I love her songs, her fans, the sweater and red cherries , everything."

Mato stopped turned his face around towards the willowy weeping window.

Kare (agitated )-- " Come Budd lets go, she is waiting for me".

Mato-- " You can never tell Shamisoi how much you love her, she is now waiting only in your heart, I will too never see her again, no one will see her ever again".

With this Mato left Kare in Shamisoi's room to unburden his heart with tears and sorrow.

Unforgettable Gift

The Gift

You have taken the east from me;
You have taken the west from me;
You have taken what is before me and what is behind me;
You have taken the moon, you have taken the sun from me;
You have taken my life, you took my soul from me;
And my fear is great that you have taken God from me!

How to win

How to win

As you read you would fnd no co-relation between the article & the title, probably at the end of the article if you introspect you will reflect upon your own winning & losing times. The article is actually a xerox of what i realised, reflected and interestingly read at the same time.

The story is about a career oriented woman, who asks her husband for a divorce owing to the feeling of lack of senstivity,connection, boredoom, loss of faith and a few unexplained feelings.She said there was no way he could get her back but jokingly mentioned except one "

Let's say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death, will you do it for me?" The said he would answer the next day. Next morning the woman finds out the man has left with a piece of note which read-


" I will not pick the flower for you, not at all, just read on"

When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.
You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.
You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way.
You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend" approaches every month, I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.
You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.
You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails, and help to remove those annoying white hairs.
So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand... and tell you the color of flowers, just like the color of the glow on your young face...
Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die.. "

Then on the couple lived happily. ( Dunt know if the story is real for it for sure is not far from reality).

That's life, and love. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form.. . flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands... and that's our life... Love, not words win- not matter in whichever form...

Thus -
There are no unforgiveable sins
There are no unliveable moments
There are no unlovable souls
There are no unlockable doors

So How to win !!!!!

Repent -Be Still & Know

Re-realization- The karma factor

Last week I read some books of Osho - again reading & introspection was something which I gave up since years. In my current phase of introspection like many others I felt ,always a feeling of "Repent".
Recently visited a chapel, I met the sister whom I knew since I was 10 years, I was aimlessly & endlessly crying confessing of how much I have feeling of "Repentance", the confessions of guilt & loneliness. Even narrated the episode of giving so much importance to money & not people.

Interestingly some hours back was enlighted.According to Jesus- "Repent" simply means " Return" by no means it mean"repentance", which is feeling of guilt and confession. Turn in means returing to the source i.e" returning to your own being- introspect, confess & work on all the wrongs that you have done.

Very Clear- Repent is not ugly, its not arrogance, only guilt, confession but returning to oneself- not to waste time, accept & improve on the consciousness- the karma.Interestingly Awareness leads to another ascpect you will feel you never committed a sin. I mentioned that happiness is in realization but I further realise it is more enlighted in karma- consciousness.

No salvation is needed, all what is needed is to shake up & wake up--- (even if it sometimes turns to be too late & again not to be accepted again & again)

Truly --- Best things in life are free, every time I discover what you mean to me !!